I have been somewhat of an emotional trainwreck lately and there aren’t really a lot of excuses that I can fall back on. I wanted to admonish the thought of not graduating but life doesn’t work that way. There has been a constant battle between the rational part of my brain with the overwhelmed emotional mess right now. The nature of these fights are not fun or facetious anymore, they are paralysing.
I value quiescence in my thoughts and I would give up anything in the entire world to get that back. There isn’t much to be done however.